January 2012
2 posts
Things are good, but I got my car back and found out I need new tires, a new timing belt, and an oil change. Gotta love my brother for keeping up with maintenance.
Hellllo, 2012.
I know have a vehicle again. I have a sweet part time gig that pays bank for only 2 1/2 hours of work a week. Holla. Moved into the new house with bose sound system in every room, vacuums in the walls, a badass bar, and a nice heated pool. Started the year off right with my man and good friends :)
Things look nice.
December 2011
23 posts
This birth control is making my boobs grow. I ain’t mad, you mad?! Although it has changed my boyfriends cute good morning greeting from “Good morning beautiful” to “Hey big titty girl!” He’s still a 15 year old at heart but I won’t hold it against him :)
Things are looking up!
People surprise me in so many ways. I am so thankful for this.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply,...
– Pablo Neruda, Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair (via pavorst)
It felt so good to see you today. Change of plans. Less relaxing. That’s okay though because I saw you smile and we laughed together and you should be out soon. You know I love you. I know you miss me. We will only have a few weeks together but I’ll be with you every step of the way.
WANTS:
pick up yoga again
finish a song
write every day
read a book once a week
finish school
a haircut
my old mazda back
business at work
moneyz
a good man, my man at home with me where he belongs (obviously)
calm
It has come to my attention: I need a new attitude. I need a new outlook. I can sit and mope all day long. I can cry my eyes out (and I should because this is devastating) but now I need to step the fuck back. And I need to concentrate on what I need and what I want.
Tomorrow, I will finally see him. Afterwards, I will take a hot bath and read this lovely new book I’ve just borrowed. Then,...
I believe that words uttered in passion contain a greater living truth than do...
– Natsume Sōseki
via hollyhocksandtulips - banklikelindsey (via frenchtwist)
Everybody get your shit together. He can NOT afford to have me be the only adult in this situation. I have all the intent to fix this but I don’t have the means. I can’t do this alone, people.
Full moons remind me of you.
I am so stressed out and I don’t even know how to handle this situation. Im pouring myself into it and nothing is happening. Nobody is helping. I’m just so thankful to have the small support system I do. I’m scared I can’t handle this.
Soooo
getting a car
going to start interning at a physical therapists office
moving up in my job
having precious meowments
great relationship with my man
moving to a new place with same man
Damn, I would say my shit IS pretty together.
November 2011
5 posts
Kiss me and you’ll know how important I am.
– Sylvia Plath (via thatkindofwoman)
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
22 posts
I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting...
– Shana Abé (via kari-shma)
I agreed to spend the afternoon, if only to understand the mystery of how a...
– Ewan McGregor (Ed Bloom), Big Fish (via greenapplesandpeaches)
When do I have to stop being a kid? When is it...
I feel as though I have no time for anything. Everyone’s expectations are so high but nobody maps them out for you. I think that’s bullshit.
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we could touch lips for the hell of it. it's a...
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“The heart wants what the heart wants.”
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i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles...
– e.e. cummings (via runawaytrain)